I kicked a hole in the sky.

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2009-08-22T04:57:00.003+08:00

Ive began to develop a love and hate relationship for 2D .

I love 2D because i love to draw , i h8 2D because the amount of work we need to complete every week is insane.
I had barely 3 hours of sleep yesterday and i just got back home from Yishun dam w Joseph , Aric & Kelvin . Serious road block caused us to get stuck for more than 2 hours .

Ive fail to do my homework !

but now , its time for me to crash & burn in invisible flame.

MORE.

2009-08-20T03:14:00.005+08:00

School is getting more and more unfriendly as the day goes by. Apart from the shit loads of work , i got ugly pimple because of insufficient sleep . So many works to do , so little time to complete. I am trying not to let it piles up , need to speed up on drawing , i love to draw slowly but i can't afford to do that for my homework. Skipped school , headed to Visual Orgasm . Joseph and Aric helped me out with the Egg project structure . I was told to buy a tray of eggs from the guys , in the end only 2 were used =.= 5 were used to cook half boil egg . Not sure if the egg will survive from the fall from 3rd storey but fuck it , no love for 3D.

Went back home w Remus and Jerrold .
Had to bumped into the freaking pervert around my area that followed me till under my block few mnths ago , thank god i recognise that piece of ugly face. Panicked and called Remus for the rescue . Thank you.

Bev's birthday last Saturday was awfully awesome , La salle mates are so fun to party with .

The extremely happy toilet .

GONE.

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We're 2 month old , Love You.

2009-08-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

School starts a hour later than the usual days .
Lady Gaga's concert was a fucking blast yesterday . I was too engross , therefore no videos / pictures . Dragged my tired body out to meet the Visual O crew after i had a shower . Went to Yishun dam .

Life has been treating me pretty good . I can see that the school work is starting to pile up on me . I constantly remind myself not to be lazy and pass up my work on time . Egg project next week , did i tell you how much i h8 3D ?!! ARGH .

Picutres pictures .
I guess i wont appear on this space that much . Facebook is just like my blog now . I aMMMMMmmm so LaZyyYy to blog and to even log in . Mroaaa .

NATIONAL DAY @ ST JAMES AND RAFFLES.

TUESDAY @ CUSCADEN.
Marvellous chicken wings and accompany

hahaa nice one adam.

SEKOLAH MATES.

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BLOGGER SHOULD CHANGE THE PHOTO UPLOADING SYSTEM SIMILAR TO FB.
MORE PICTURES ON FB !!
OK BYE .!

Say hi

2009-08-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

Say hi to Millie the neighbourhood friendly ghost .

Why so tired .

2009-08-03T20:06:00.007+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am , dragged my reluctant foot to school under the scorching hot sun .
Return to Visual Orgasm and Orchard w Felicia for dinner and a lil shopping .
Last week was hectic .
Butter factory on Wednesday . (Drunk and home @ 5am)
Orientation at 9am on Thursday , followed by chalet at night .
Final Theory Test (FAILED) & Vivo City w boyfriend and Sabrina on Friday .
Visual Orgasm and Remus' birthday party on Saturday .
My brain aint functioning at this moment , i am just lying on the sofa like a fat panda w a bamboo on its' hand .

I need to be at East Coast @ 9am for school tomorrow , nice .
Good thing is i am going to meet o'lovely baby after that .

Butter cookies !!! More pictures on facebook .

Chalet on Thursday !

Friday w the butty love .

We were playing catching after dinner , too tired :/

Let's play a love game.

2009-07-26T19:41:00.011+08:00

I am starting to miss the Visual Orgasm crew because theyre so annoying .
Aric got me a MJ's concert DVD and i drew him something in return . Very excited to see how will he react when he returns from Japan . HEEEHEEE .

Spent the night at Dan's w Conrad , Robin and Rachel on Monday .
The usual cam-whoring session , booze and board games .

Pictures galore !!!

Butter cookies on Wednesday w Siobhan , Felicia , Adam and Melvin .
I brought 2 briuses on my legs back home . If there's a day i could go back home w/o getting drunk on Butter cookies night , i will call myself God .

because it was plan last minute , that pretty much explain my outfit .

SISTER .

how come i dont remember taking this ?

Adam's hand is an extra babi.

check out the guy in pink.

Surprisingly , i went to work the next day but i spend the whole day lying on the couch reading book .

Caught Public Enemies on Friday w Daniel , Robin and Melvin .
My hair is black , my fish is dead .
New friends on my ankle , It's Kelvin , Amanda and Toge .

Self tattooing is so addictive . Not good for me .

Went to the Gutterbonez gig's at Gossip Pub w Dennis and Bryson yesterday.

Bad photography skill .

just because remus said i look like a small girl from far .

Headed to Marnia Square and i totally regret , pretty much a waste of my time and money , should have go to Clarke Quay st8 . Met Celeste there and zirca zirca zirca , alcohol alcohol alcohol . Music was extremely good yesterday except for the bloody 5 second of chivas and 2 second of martel :(

SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!

FAIL SHOTS .

I still cannot believe she's 29 .

Favourite picture !

So not me and about the past issue.

2009-07-26T07:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday , was the first time . I got so pissed off till i have got no idea what to do .
I could have ignore but i sat down there like a dumb fuck .
I could have leave immediately but i sat down there like a dumb fuck .
I sat like a dumb fuck , putting up a fake smile on my chibye face .

The fun and whisky i had in club buried my anger but sadly , it's only 5hours .

I am still angry , today .

It's seven thirty four am now and I hasnt sleep a wink ...

Through This Poisoned Nightmares .

2009-07-21T02:39:00.004+08:00

Headed out of the house at 8 , at night of course .
Made a trip to the Northpoint . This occassion doesn't always happens .
I am so lazy to the extent , i rather starve to death at home than stepping out of the house to grab food . My intention there was to get a few chocolate bars to satisfy my crave and magic pens to draw on my cupboard .

I came back home w 30magic pens , no chocolate bars but a box of instant sugar - free hot chocolate which tasted almost like plain water except the color is brown and a pink cactus .
It was left alone w the other red cactus . It was so outstanding that it caught my eyes . I decided to name it Poodle .
Oh, did i mention ive no idea on how to take care a plant .

Damn the flash , it's hot pink in reality . Super hot i swear , i bet all the male cactus are dying to have her .

Happy 18th Birthday To YuChang .

2009-07-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

I lllllove lllove llove my besties .

2009-07-18T07:38:00.004+08:00

I RATHER DIE .

back to the bed . till then ,
rest in peace .

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(updated @ 10:18am)

So , i got quarantined and im really bored .
It's a good thing that i get to stay at home for a week but because i am so used to going out every day , it's just weird . Idk ! I am feeling blue , green , pink , red and purple .

We are plastic but we still have fun .

2009-07-17T02:46:00.013+08:00

It's Friday again . Time passes really fast , another weekend is coming ahead and I'll be starting school in 3 weeks time . Pretty excited about it , wonder how will my classmates and lecturer be , but am not really excited over the tons of assignment though :/

I was too busy having fun and experience new things these few days .

Like last Monday , went to the Singapore Blood Bank w Felicia and Robin to donate blood . Oh no dont get me wrong , my intention there was to feel the needle piercing through my skin , not really trying to save some unknown assholes in this world .

Kind of ticklish and funny because you have to squeeze the stressball constantly . I think i am the only one giggling in the room .

Little cupcakes from a new shop in Haji Lane , oh dear , i miss paisley and cream .

Stayed over at Melvin's house on Friday . Met Sabrina , Bryan and Khail to Punggol Matilda's house then all of us headed to Melvin's for some kinky hair removal session in the room . Picture w Sabrina !!

Went to Simei on Saturday to meet Khail and Bryan w Melvin to watch Bryan walk on the run way . Headed to club w Melvin at night !!

Sunday was a sport day ! Played 3 rounds of bowling w Melvin . SO FUN !

That was on Tuesday ! after work w Celeste .

Went to Faith Yang's gig yesterday to support her at Lunar w Visual Orgasm Crew .
Damn , i totally got owned in the 5-10 game .

my brother lurbeee hen strong !!

oh the fair ladies .

Just check out Joseph's face .

I was already high . Cups after cups of Hennessy in less than 5 minutes is not a joke .

Walked over to Zirca , met Celeste and Annie after that . Ended up at Zouk . I shall use the word dramatic to conclude the night .

DRINK SOMEMORE ! even your boyf say youre fat jocelyn !

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The most interesting part of this week !
Kelvin did a tattoo on me and i did a tattoo on him .
Also , both of us did a tattoo on ourselves today .

My very very virgin artwork .

Aint easy , aint easy ...

2nd time tattooing on...MYSELF !@#$%#@!!

awful , i know . will add some shading and highlight when it heals .
i am feeling down again :( :( everytime i look at my ankle......i..

nevermind , good night .

:)

2009-07-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

Gone Too Soon .

2009-07-08T10:43:00.004+08:00

I cried for the King Of Pop this morning to bed after watching his memorial service on television .
He was the first person i idolize when i was barely 5 . His music and him grew up w me . But it's okay , he's in a better place now . R.I.P .
I failed to wake my boyf up and i am feeling god darn bad :(
I donated blood yesterday and now my finger hurts more than my forearm .
I am going to work in a few hours time w my puffy eyes and headache .
and now i hope my day goes well if not i'll just die and i pray that baby will be fine .

goood morning sunshine .

2009-07-06T08:18:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since i last woke up at this timing because usually , i am most likely to sleep at this time . The whole entire weekend was well spent w the toy soldier .
26.90$ on Ikea shopping (there's lots of photo frames in my room now , will do some drawing/painting if i am free) . All time favourite poached salmon , potrait drawing w baby , Lunch in town w the cousins , 2 piece of new clothes added to my wadrobe , Heavy supper at Bedok w Daniel , Obsessed and Ice age at Downtown East and of course the presence of my annoying boy .

i...want...to...be....skinny........
& will you please stop doing the smile of mine.

Boogie Down .

2009-07-03T05:35:00.008+08:00

Work at Butter Factory was pretty fun .
Robin came along , as well as Kelvin . Left the place at 1am . Had supper and took a cab to Mandai reservoir to meet Bryan , Yu Chang , Remus and Javier for fishing !!

sigh , i am so fat and ugly now . my hair is in a mess , i need a haircut .

had 8 prata w bryan and khail yesterday . sinful i know but it was awesome uhmm~

Brutally Inked.

2009-07-01T03:35:00.004+08:00

This is what you get for your 19th birthday in the tattoo shop .

Kelvin started pasting the hanya mask stencil on my arm and he traced it out w a marker . Aric then suggested to leave it cause he wants to color it .

Toge stood aside and look and decided to join in cause it looks fun .

Here comes the big devil , Joseph .

SEE! I dont call him devil for an invalid reason .

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[1] They say its the new face for Carl's Junior .
[2] Joseph knows I love Michael Jackson .

SIGHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!! & yes , i went out w them for supper like that :@

On a side note ...

Toge found this somewhere near haji i think hahahaha .

Amanda sue ann and I .

Jocelyn , Amanda and Magaret.

Teen End Soon .

2009-06-30T04:30:00.005+08:00

Its 4:34am now . My eyes are as dry as an 80 years old vagina and i am 19 . This seriously makes me want to puke my prata and chicken curry out .
Was out w the VisualOrg crew earlier on to Jln Kayu and to Yishun Dam , we were just slacking and me dancing in the middle of the road HEHEHE .

Had a mini celebration on the 27th . Thank you everyone for coming and the kick ass presents ! I hope you had fun !!!
Visual Orgasm crew came out w weird concoction on that day and i was forced to drink.
- Coconut juice w Chivas . I swear there's freaking pulp as well .
- Milo w Chivas .
- Soya bean w Chivas .
- Peach tea w Chivas .
- Jiajia Liang Teh w Chivas .

-FAINTS.

I knocked onto the glass door thinking that it was open , i freaking teared and now there's bruises on my eyebrow , upper lips and knee .
I swam on the floor , got hump , lick baby's eyeball , puked out Fruitella and went to Old Changi Hospital w headache .

SEXY.

The entourage .

Bananaz !!

is loved .

LEeEeKInGgGG is fun !!!!

These are the fucking awesome people that i'll remember for life .

Cousins !!

Meet the Kardasian .

Asaph and Melvin . My favourite boys.

The SIMS !!!

Bryson little boy gone bad and Yuchang . Handsome only , fucksex .

CHRians !!!!! My awesome secondary school mates .

My little babyb.

Half gone .

armpit fetish !!

My green mother .

Visual Orgasm .

more pictures on facebook !!
GOODBYE.

I AM COMING !!

2009-06-26T02:52:00.010+08:00

I am nothing but filled w love .

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Visual Orgasm has been quite dirty lately because i am too lazy to clean up ...

there's like a shit and a cockroach on the floor .

eww , i caught a god darn lizard .

they ended up on kelvin's face while he was getting ink on his head .

my goodness...

I

AM

SO

LAME .

NOT FUNNY !

try harder .

okay , where should i began ?

2 days back was Melvin's birthday :3 We had a mini celebration for him after our movie , it was a surprise surprise !!!!

me and my bday boy !

daniel nvr fails to turn me on .

ive to lick him . uhmm~

my bday present from Joseph and Aric . I know , those guys are so adorable .

yummy.

Had my lip pierced yesterday and also , i pierced Kelvin's lips . Im glad it turn out perfect . It was my first time piercing . You dont know how nervous i was .
Had supper w Daniel , Tiven , Khail , Robin and Felicia as well as Melvin after work .

Baby gave me my birthday present in advance . It was in the little home made coffin .

you might probably want to ignore the word xiao coffin , dont worry , my boyf is not a twit HAHAHA and when i open it ....

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GOOOD NIGHT !!!

Pencils ate my brain .

2009-06-20T07:43:00.002+08:00

I wanted to spit the nut out from my mouth into the bin , and pour the water from the cup to the basin but i ended up spitting the nut on to the basin and pouring the water into the bin .

I want to thank A4 size papers , color pencils & water color pencils , paintbrush , 2B pencil and eraser for accompanying me through these 2 nights . We had so much fun till i forget there's such thing that i need to do , which is to sleep .

Oh , good mornight !! Time to sleep ...

JOKEJOKEJOKE.

2009-06-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

It was around 9.30pm , the customer left . left only the crew in the shop , cleaning up stuffs and Joseph was using the computer .

He received an email that got us laughing out loud and all of us crowd around the computer to see what Joseph reply ....

Just the title , makes me want to laugh .

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Subject: No2 Haji Lane's Tattoo Let Me Lose My Boyfriend Of 9 Years
To: revolt_j@hotmail.com

A few days ago, my boyfriend had went to your shop to do a stupid and ugly design of 2 fishes on his back which are as big as an A4 size.

I do not know what made you influenced him to change from a small $100 design to such an ugly big print that cost more than $500.. if its a small tattoo, I can close my eyes, but I am unable to ignore such a big tattoo on his back.

Well, I was so angry that I broke off with him..

Getting a tattoo is an irreversible change and I hope you can tell that to all your clients. And that your tattoo has the ability to make your clients lost their partners.

If I have known earlier that he will be going to your place for tattoo, I would surely have made a big fuss over the whole thing, making sure that you wont tattoo on him..

But everything is over, I lost my 9 years relationships to 2 stupid and ugly fishes.

I hate your shop, I hate his tattoo and I hate his friend who had also influenced him to make the tattoo..

I dont understand why people are wasting money to ruin their clean bodies.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I KNOW , WHAT THE FUCK.

And this is what Joseph said ...

Hi thanks for the feedback... i've been in this industry for over 9 yrs and this is the 1st "HATE" mail i've gotten and left me a deep impression of u. Thou i've never met u before but i guess tattoo is to each of his own. My tattoo has got nothing to do with u breaking off with him as it's not an adultery affair which i think is more serious than getting a meaningful tattoo done for his life. Moreover its not my influence to ask him to do a bigger tattoo and as a professional tattoo artist i've always advise wats best for the customer in terms of design n customisation for every individual. Its a shallow n narrow point of view just by judging a person with tattoo...and if u have "LOVE" yr bf for 9 yrs and u can just break off with him becos of that " STUPID UGLY FISH TATTOO" then in this case its not love.Its a person's major decision to get inked like everyone else who got it done thus they had already been thinking for a long time before decided to make the choice. Its how a person accept changes in life instead of crying over spilt milk. If u don't like tattoo doesn't mean everyone else thinks alike. Do reconsider yrself a tattoo in order for u to understand how its like getting a tattoo and understand its culture. And yup i agree to u about the power of a tattoo. Thats why im here!

Ps. If i were u i wouldnt juz break off becos a tattoo if u really loved yr bf. Cheers!

regards
Joseph

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Now go on and laugh at it .

Again.

2009-06-14T17:03:00.009+08:00

Accident likes to fall upon me . (ALWAYS!)
and it always comes along w a stupid reason .

This time round i tripped on my own cup which i placed it on the floor , fell and hit the on the edge of the cupboard , right on my piercing and my cheek .

But its okay , i love blood . YUMMY .

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This weekend was pretty well spent w my bestf(s) !!

We had pork for lunch on Friday . Awesome ! Its been long since we last hung out ! I wish i could have more time to really spend time w them and my mother . So many unfulfiled trips waiting ahead .

Caught 2 movie this week .

Yesterday :
Had dinner @ Kenny Roger , Spent a few bucks in arcade . Sheeeesha and spend quality time w the toy soldier .

By looking at this , i began to have the thoughts of turning vegeterian .

I am gg to draw and stuff myself w chocolate . guuuuuuuudbye .

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2009-06-12T05:11:00.005+08:00

I watched a badly injured pigeon on the roadside looking helplessly almost got smashed by a car while i was having lunch alone 2 days ago . It was a close shave . I shut my eyes and was hoping not to hear the crashing and smashinng sound . I was terrified , very . A fine looking young man carried the pigeon gently and let it rest on a safer place , I was relieved . I will really hate myself for not being brave enough to rescue the little bird if it gets run down by the car .
Ive more feelings for animals than human .

Human are terrible creatures . I concede that i am one . Animals got all out to protect and takes good care of their love ones . Like how a bird takes care of its' chicks , from nestling to fledgling . How they come back for revenge for the dead .

We say the word "LOVE" as and when we like .
Will human do everything for the power of love in this sinning world ?

Wait a mintue...
what is love ?

We have long abandon the true meaning behind this word .

BUSY BEEEE.

2009-06-09T03:30:00.005+08:00

SO BUSY !! SO BUSY !!! ive been busy w work and drawing and spending time w my love ones like Daniel my spaceman , Felicia my stonefish and Robin my bean and Melvin my pumpkin . Didnt get my ass land on any clubs last week , surprise ! surprise ! Oh yes , ive pick up drinking beer . Shut up i know , it was the first time i drank beer last week at bestf's house . Crazy monopoly and laughing session till 8 in the morning !
Desert for supper at Changi last Fri w Felicia , Robin and Melvin . Spent my weekend at the East side , had lovely poached salmon at Ikea . A mommy's girl on Sunday , Indian rojak for supper on Monday followed by having alot of fun and laughter at Seleter lighthouse , Pork satay at Geylang w VisualOrg's , chocolate ice cream and bailey at Thomson today !!!

Insufficient sleep , everyday . And i can slowly see myself turning into a size of elephant . But who cares ? as long as i am happy :3

ALSO ! Ive been random these few days . I just want to get alot of tattoos , Is pretty well planned ! Cupcakes , lollipop , maybe a ladybird , dracula in cartoon form , bats and a nice quote that twirls around my forearm .

FEEELLLLL THE PAINNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-RUNS AROUND THE LIVING ROOM W MY ARMS HIGH UP IN THE AIR .

WHEEEE BYE !

CLASSIC.

2009-06-04T01:34:00.001+08:00

You know when they say shits happen . I had a shitty day today .
First i had some argument w my dad . A big one .
Second i came to know that my beloved uncle had a heart attack and is in the hospital because of smoking .

Fine , fine . After all the tears i shed... I was hoping for a better night w my love.

We were strolling on the street in Orchard Road . Bumped into a few familiar faces and visited my love ones !
All of a sudden , A BIRD SHITS AND LANDED ON MY HAIR AND HAND (!!)

NICE.

I seriously felt like crying at that very moment .

Melvin got his karma for mocking at me , another one landed on his new shirt right after we walk towards the shopping centre :3

But still , my night was well spent , i swear i enjoyed every single moment .

Rise n Die .

2009-06-03T07:36:00.003+08:00

I realised when am in pain , i feel emotional .
& when i feel fucking emotional , i need to feel pain .

also , when im in pain , i tend to wake up early ...

Memory .

2009-06-02T02:12:00.002+08:00

mem⋅o⋅ry
/ˈmɛməri/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [mem-uh-ree]

1. the mental capacity or faculty of retaining and reviving facts, events, impressions, etc., or of recalling or recognizing previous experiences.
2. this faculty as possessed by a particular individual: to have a good memory.
3. the act or fact of retaining and recalling impressions, facts, etc.; remembrance; recollection: to draw from memory.
4. the length of time over which recollection extends: a time within the memory of living persons.
5. a mental impression retained; a recollection: one's earliest memories.
6. the reputation of a person or thing, esp. after death; fame: a ruler of beloved memory.
7. the state or fact of being remembered.
8. a person, thing, event, fact, etc., remembered.

for this is the best damn thing in my life , i want to say thank you .

I Live One More Day...

2009-05-28T13:40:00.008+08:00

I walked down the busy street unsteadily at 7.35am w my heels. It was the beginning of the day for those on the street while it's the end of mine . Holding a packet of noodle , cannot wait to fill my extremely empty stomach the very moment im back home and listening to Patience - Guns n Roses . Feeling frustrated because of the unfriendly sun shinning at me and the pain on my head obviously makes thing worst . I never had such a bad hangover , never .

I thought of my life , all of a sudden . Then my friends and families .
I smiled to myself thinking of my friends , for theyre wonderful , awesome !
then to my life ... I was afraid . So many things were running through my head at that point of time then i thought of what ive done . I was happy , at the same time insecure . If only we have a name , if only i know what we are .

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Sabrina came to my house yesterday . My room was in a mess , i totally had a hard time choosing clothes because i wasnt allowed to wear all black . DARN !!
Atteneded Melvin's POP w Sabrina . I almost melt under the hot sun .

Headed to Tampines after the ceromony ends . Had dinner at Cafe Cartel w Sabrina , met Regina my lil naughty cousin for a puff . Headed to Butter Factory w Melvin and his friends and we ended up in Phuture , the next moment i found myself in Tampines puking , lying on the bed at 3am . I swear i dont even recall me boarding the cab . GESUS!! fucking gone .

This boy cannot pose properly one know.

MINE !! ALL MINE !!!

not mine :(

GONE !

Adam ! GONE !

GONE !!!! even my pink stud also gone this morning .

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LAST SATURDAY @ FUEL !!

Tessa , Celeste , Jocelyn , Bryan .

My bestf and I !!!!!!!

Tessa !

Khailova Lulu Leticia .

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Anthea's 18th Birthday !!

What's that ??!

CHEESE ZEEEE .

Now i am really hungry .

FUCKING HUNGRY NOW I SWEAR.

Ordering mac now =.=

Birthday Girl !

and

THE BANANAAAAAAA!

LAST WEDNESDAY LADIES NIGHT ! PHUT/REBEL/ZIRCA !!

I swear idk who are they HAHAHAAHA .

I say Girls just wanna have some fun :3

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I am staying at home to recuperate ...its been almost a month since i last stay at home for the whole day . ohhhhh , i wish i could stay at home morreeee.

{updated @ 5.20pm}

2009-05-24T02:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Anthea !!

Just came back from Anthea's . Had a mini messy birthday celebration w Felicia and Daniel along w our home made cheese cake . It was a surprise .

The electricity died on me while i was showering earlier on . The whole house was extremely dark and stuffy . I was feeling so uncomfortable . I had this feeling that there's someone staring at me from the darkest corner of my room . I pictured a little girl w long messy hair , big eyes and torn dress in blue w stitches on her mouth , blood dripping on the floor like a tickling clock .

Ive gone missing for a few days and i dont even know where to start .
I can hear my tummy making noise , like a remix that i heard in club . So used of having supper for these 2 nights (w the toy soldier whom i miss terribly now) till i need to STOP. FAT.FAT.FAT !!

Falling asleep...falling asleep...

& i say good night .

HOHOHOHO.

2009-05-19T02:54:00.000+08:00

LOVE ONES AND BACARDI.

2009-05-18T00:25:00.004+08:00

My saturday night was well spent w the Bananaz and my bestf !
We had a nice dinner and good laugh at PastaMania . Crashed Fel's and we had so much fun w alcohol , my essential need . You little pigs don't know how much i was craving for it and i realised , i consumed more alcohol than plain water , this week. Crazy games we played and a heavy supper to conclude the night . At the same time , i miss my toy soldier .

Where You Go Shopping At ??

2009-05-16T15:28:00.003+08:00

MEOW !

You love leopard print ? Cause i love it !
Looking for leopard print dress for a lovely night out or going to a party looking all hot and sexy ? looking fabulous still in casual wear ?

You go to http://www.kittystar.net/

Leopard print dress .
Length: 83cm
PTP: 37cm to 49cm (stretchable)
only at $15 mailed !!!!!!!!!!!

Leopard Print Spag
in Red (ALL SOLD), White or Turquoise (LAST PIECE)
Length: 63cm
PTP: 34cm
$8 mailed

Leopard Print Shorts
in Red-White, Lightbrown and Brown
S: 38cm across, 18cm down ONLY RED-WHITE LEFT

M: 40cm across, 18cm down ONLY L-BROWN AND BROWN LEFT

L: 42cm across, 19cm down ONLY L-BROWN AND BROWN LEFT
$20mailed

OF COURSE , http://www.kittystar.net/ do sell others awesome looking designs other than leopard print !!

Partial Satin Vest .

Ripped Mini Skirt , ME LIKE !

Polka Dot High Waist Skirt .

Diamond Checks Top .

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ALL STOCKS ARE LIMITED AND AFFORDABLE ! WHY GO OUT AND SHOP WHEN YOU HAVE http://www.kittystar.net/ ? I ORDER YOU TO GRAB IT OR REGRET YOUR ASS . MUAHA !

http://www.kittystar.net/
http://www.kittystar.net/
http://www.kittystar.net/

Double Fun.

2009-05-16T14:25:00.010+08:00

i juat woke up , i just woke up .
Slept at 8am this morning .

Headed to Dbl O after work yesterday w Kris , Melvin and his friends .
I dread going there at first but it turned out fun .
fucking shots after shots , i felt the salt and lemon stinging on my raw wound on my lips . Vodka redbull and flamming lambo , a bottle of bacardi and i called it for the night .

Had Bak Kut Teh for supper , I was feeling so high and my dream is to fly over the rainbow , so high .

SIGH.

Creepapuss , Jocelyn and idk who .

O'man and I .

The whole pumpkin head boys.

argh fuck , i crop it accidentally when i was high this morning . i cannot find the original one anymore .

My friends eating delicious ...

Bak kuh teh

and im ...

GONE !

Never believe...

2009-05-12T02:46:00.007+08:00

Yours truly just came back from upper aljunied lane w Joseph , Rebecca and Aric . Had supper there , I tasted the most delicious fried dough fritter , no lies !!!
I painted the o'shop at parklane and it was my first time painting . Paint on my hands and legs , shirt , shoes and even hair , yet i had a million fun .
I cut my leg unknowingly and it bled , it stained my palm so much , i almost believe i was having period . I thought to myself , my period is over before i announce out loud that i have blood stain on my palm .

Yesterday was a fun filled day , except for the later part at night . Dont really want to go into detail though .

Rebecca got her back and hip inked and belly pierced in one day ! Apart from that , she inked her boyf , a smiley face on his middle finger . All of us were laughing in the shop looking at how anxious becca was and aric's reluctant face.

I got my lips pierced twice in the night!!
I didnt trust Joseph when he did the marking on my lips , i asked him to pierce it a little to the right side , the needle went through smoothly , everything goes well but at the later part , Joseph couldnt find a proper stud and he uses eyebrow stud for my lips . We were laughing throughout the whole process , even w the piercing needle on my lips , i swear i almost pee on my pants ! I couldnt speak properly w the eyebrow stud on my lips . Becca , Joseph and i were laughing our ass off . I found out that the position was sort of a weird when i look into the mirror and so ... I whine and whine and demand to re pierce ! and again for dont know what reason , we started laughing again when the piercing needle is on my lips , i was pretty afraid that i'll get poked though but it was unbearable and i just had to laugh , it was so torturing to tell myself to calm down ...

A kickass tattoo is coming soon ...

HEHEHEHE !!!!

Rebecca getting ink !

R and I .

Say hi to the "new tattooist" . HAHhaha .

In the process !!

DONE ! 2 cute couple !

Before we started laughing...

Getting ready to get my tribal tattoo. JUST KEEEEEEEEEDING !!!

Me iz want to lick lick the piercing .

Wizard and witch.

2009-05-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

Ive 2 monroe !! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

Joseph : This is the hardest piercing ive ever did because we kept laughing .
Jocelyn : This is the funniest piercing ive ever get !!!!
Joseph : YAH !

I am tired and im going to sleep soon . Ive many pictures and stories to tell , about my 2 monroe and so many more .

and lastly , i miss my sweetheart :3

Good night !

2009-05-10T19:32:00.013+08:00

Woke up @ 4 in the afternoon . I had a fucking nice sleep today !
Yesterday was terrible !! I could hear people whispering in my ear the word "SLEEP". My eyes were as dry as a 70years old woman's vagina . Headed out for lunch w the family after Asap and Melvin left my house , 2 stupid boys , took my blanket . Left me freezing alone on my bed , i ended up watching disney channel in my living room . Khail and his friend Bryan dropped by , had a little conversation and puff outside the shop , met them in town after my work and caught a midnight movie w Melvin.

Khail and Bryan .

Bryan gave me BRITNEY SPEARS' PERFUME . OHMYGOD , i am still not able to get over it . THANK YOU !!!!!

Edie Sedgwick potrait , incomplete . Awesome !
I love this girl as well .

Camwhore in the shop w the customer. Tsk !

Went to ButterFactory w Kittyn on Wed . Fun as usual ! Butter never fails to get me high and w the accompany of the creatures of the night .

Picutres from Eve's HEHH !

Manfred wants to grab boobies as well .

Ended up giving Matt blowjob.

Party people .

More pictures on Facebook !!

Joeysim is my laobu and my Next chill partner .

I am freaking tired !
bye.

Turn on the light , Im running for my life .

2009-05-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

I am disgustingly bored now . I want to run to the cherry hill to celebrate halloween and make out w a zombie . Look at the flower , it's still sticking on my hand since last Thurday . Powerful lipstick ! OH ! Ive a new pet , its a dead grasshopper . Called Tom Cruise .

Calling a day off tomorrow and ive alrdy got wicked plans.
I'll spend my noon w JoeySim and chicken wings .
Meet Daniel , my ex husband in the afternoon to the law firm and catch one last movie w him after signing paper for our seperation .
and party at night to celebrate my single-life hood at Rebel/Zirca/ButterFactory .

Love Today .

2009-05-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

In Visual Orgasm ....

Joseph : What do you think i should put on the demon's arm ??
Me : Armpit hair .

Honey milk tea , Tom yum magee , arranging the photo frames , one withered rose , blasting Barbie Girl - Aqua in the shop . Surprisingly , everyone sing along and teh tarik .

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY W MY LIFE NOW.

Wound.

2009-05-03T19:24:00.003+08:00

looking through the * fucked me up real bad , fucking bad seriously .
fuckfuckfuck , i want to cry chaochiby .

2009-05-03T17:32:00.005+08:00

Even though im down w terrible flu and sore throat , took a half day off .

It's Saturday !!!!
It's Saturday !!!!

Saturday night , alcohol , ciggs , fun , the pole and the cage , boobies grabbing , kisses and girls . Yummy yummy !
I'll never party in corset again , 2nd time , different corset . The boning came out and ive to remove all of them !@##!!

& not forgetting the total sweetness last night and the moment i wake up :3

but you alrdy did . thank you .

Creepy Love.

2009-05-02T20:25:00.004+08:00

Is it just me or what ??! I was watching chucky's video on the way back home from work in the train .
and i think that he's hot ...

Visit The New Studio Now !!!!!

2009-05-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

Visual Orgasm has moved to No.2 Haji Lane Singapore 189195 !!!!
A new location and a bigger space ! Do drop by and have a look , get a piercing/tattoo/orgasm and say HI to me :DD

Check out the website !

http://www.visual-orgasm.com/

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I HATEEEEEEEEE HOW THE NEW EZ LINK CARD SYSTEM WORKS (!!)
I totally hate to top up when there's 3$-2$ left in my card .
It doesnt makes a big difference but not when you've not enough money like me ! (all the time) .

3$-2$ = approx 2 rides . Through and fro !

I hate to waste my last 10buck on ez link !!!!!@#$#@#!!

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I am such a typical singaporean . WHATEVER .

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Make Good Use Of Your Ex-Boyf's T-shirt .

2009-04-29T02:51:00.003+08:00

[1] Original .

[2] Chop chop !

[3] Cut more if not in good terms slash not talking anymore .

: p : (

2009-04-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

I sleep through the pain..

:(

2009-04-26T22:41:00.006+08:00

MY BESTFF !!! BRYAN TIVEN FEROZ IS MISSING FROM MY LIFE !!!

I MISSSSSSSSSSS YOU !! :(

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Had dinner at Suski Sushi w CK yesterday . Caught the movie , Taken . AWESOME ! I LOVE IT SO MUCH ! Headed to Rebel and Zirca w Celeste and Kelvin , reached home at 5am . Left home at 11am for work , going to town w the mother later . HOOHOOO !

Kelvin only knows how to pose that way hahaHAHA.

Hello from cine!

2009-04-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm actually missing someone right now. How can this be?

2009-04-25T04:29:00.009+08:00

You know there will always be a second time for everything .
Like taking a day off for work .

Came back from town a few hours ago .
Caught Friday the 13th w Melvin . Not a rlly good movie though.
Work is getting more and more boring !!!! because i am too free !!

Happy Birthday Kelvin Chew .

had a small celebration for Kelvin on Wednesday w Alvin , GW and Gladys at Pearl River Palace .
We had chinese food and it was awesome ! Ordered 20 over dishes !!
Beijing duck , the Buddha whatever jump over the wall , prawns ! many prawns , wasabi prawn , tempura , cereal prawn ! Fish ! many fishes , salmon and 3 other fishes and many many more....

and yes , met kittyn at Butter Factory after dinner and you know what happen , i dont need to elaborate further . Woke up for work and i was seriously dying . I dont need to elaborate this part as well .

Work on Tuesday nigt was freaking fun !!!

Xiuling and I totally cam whored in the toilet .

and Regina's on Monday .

"hello , its 1:33pm now , i fell asleep while blogging halfway , shall continue to upload the pictures"

I CANT WAIT TO GO TOWN LATER .

Home's Fucking Sweet.

2009-04-23T22:28:00.005+08:00

You probably want to ignore the post right below .

I woke up for work ! DARNIT ! Thanks to my dear mother .

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

It was so torturing i swear . I fell asleep while having my break .
but thank you anus , the day's over and im back home .

Eve & Kittyn .

Mark !

Us at the podium .

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I better sleep early tonight ... don't blame the girl who only had 5 hours of sleep .

HAHAHWEHEHAHA

2009-04-23T03:09:00.006+08:00

4th storey takes forever to climb .
I can feel my heartbeat from my brain .

Butter Factory !

2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !
2 vodka cranberry , thank you !

2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !
2 VODKA RIBENA PLEASE !

CIGARETTES .
CIGARETTES .
CIGARETTES .
CIGARETTES .

I dont know how many cups i drank.........bottoms up....cheers,,,TIPSY !

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THAT'S LIFE ! THAT'S FUCKING LIFE .

I HOPE I WONT BE ABLE TO WAKE UP FOR WORK LATER.

That's Not ..

2009-04-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

I am going to work from 11pm to 7am later .
I'll sleep like a dead log once im back home .
I'll wake up in the afternoon to watch Gossip Girl .
then i will be heading to Suntec to meet Kelvin , Alvin and Gw for buffet !

FIGHTING SPIDER IS SHOWING IN A FEW MINS.

OKNIGHTBYE.

Cute !

2009-04-20T02:44:00.002+08:00

I went to Tampines this afternoon to meet my cousin , Regina .
We headed to the new shopping mall , Tampines 1 . We walked into this shop that sell Mickey mouse... basically Disney's characters items . Lots of cute lunch box and water bottles . Brings back many memories in my primary & secondary skool dayz . I brought milk bottle to school when i was in sec2 w my friends . HEEH !

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"I decided to have a baby just to buy cute lunch box for them !!"

I said , happily .

"More like you'll stuff them into the lunch box."

Regina said .

Meoweee.

2009-04-19T00:36:00.004+08:00

Number 1 .

Chair covered w cloth . (not a very good sketch though)

Father : what is this ? woah , my daughter can draw tissue so well .
Me : ....... chose to remain in silence .

Number 2 .

I drunk text my supervisor this morning .

"Von , This is Jocelyn here , just to inform you that i won't be able to attend work vodka" instead of today .

Nice .

Number 3 .

I felt a burning sensation on my toe while i was chatting online and texting my friend but i chose to ignore . Too lazy to bend down / lift up my foot to take a look . It gets hotter and hotter and when i finally decided to bend down and take a look , i saw toothpaste on my toe ...

Ouch .

Number 4 .

I am gg to the bed now . Yes NOW !

GOOD NIGHT WITCHES AND WIZARDS.

The Jackpot .

2009-04-17T03:12:00.004+08:00

I slipped and fell and hit the toilet bowl while i was bathing because i was kicking a bubble .
Mother cunt , hit directly on my eyebrow piercing causing the wound to split open (a little) . I cannot imagine what will happen if i was wearing a stud and i was expecting more blood though . Not fun . I like the way how the blood drip down and refuses to drip further no matter how many times and hard i blink . That explains why is this picture taken .

Caught 2 movies this week . Knowing and The Sniper . Spent over 200$ + this week :(
I need someone to sew the big hole in my pocket .
Met Tasha on monday along w Fel and Dan and now she's back to Dubai again .

Very bored at work . AHhHHHhHHHHHH -screams-

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! I LOOK LIKE A DOG. ITS 3:38AM .
I HAVE ......

-COUNTS FINGERS-

AROUND 6-7 HOURS OF SLEEP , WHERE GOT ENOUGHHHHHH ??

ZAIJIAN.

Still not perfect .

2009-04-15T01:45:00.008+08:00

Nothing much , i just hope that halloween is just a day away all of a sudden .
Hooha , my school hasn't even start and i am talking about event way after august .
Talking about school , i left 3-4 months to sleep all i want , had fun till the fullest and do what i want . Excited and scared at the same time . Do not dare to think so much .

At the same time , within this 100 over days , the most exciting day that i am waiting for is my first actual pay day , actual as in the fully one month salary , which is in a month time . Don't say it's still early because i realised time passes really fast . If you never notice , i think you can go drink your own cum and ive been working for 3 weeks alrdy . HEHEE and also ive already listed out my what-to-buy-using-my-pay list and give the remaining to mother . but seriously , i am pretty impressed with myself for being able to stay in this job for 3 weeks because , believe it or not . All the previous jobs i had , i stay not more than 3 days . It's good , all good ! I used to be so wilful , irresponsible and complain over the littlest thing . I came to realise all those shits are actually nothing ! I am just too pampered and spoon fed , and i believe the reason why is because i am the only child and i know this can't stay for long because i am getting older year by year and soon after , i can't probably still depends on my parents , in terms of money as well .

I know , ive wasted a year , almost two . I spent them away by doing nothing and i am totally regretting for not getting a job in the past , i could have earn enough and start to save up and stop using my parents' money instead of spending and taking more from them at least for a few months . I would not say and dare not to say i will be able to stop taking money from my parents completely because i don't have the ability to even though i hope i can . Unless i work and study at the same time which is impossible for me to do so because i can't manage time well and i believe the amount of works i need to handle won't allow me to waste another minute but at least , the feeling of buying something w your very own money , buying things for your parents using your very own money and to be able to repay them kinda thing . I am not young anymore , i am not young anymore . This is something ive to remind myself constantly . Not like im an old faggot but i am at the age whereby i should be fully independent and be responsible . I seriously felt bad and useless taking extra money from my parents but i can only blame it on my very poor management in money . Got to start learning not to buy unnecessary stuffs already and saving up .

I do miss my good o'days being in love and got so attached to my boyf and even way before when my parents are not seperated , family day on every sunday and those days when i have no worries when i was really young and maybe my only worry is if my cousin will spoil my toys / maybe not to be able to score 100 for my spelling and dictation on every Monday during my primary sch days . But HAHA , i can't revert and to only look forward to another brand new day thinking of $$ , future and so many many many many many many other things . Guess time changes a person and their thinking and the changes in surrouding changes a person as well . That doesnt mean i will stop disturbing people . disturbing is FREE . i don't need to spend money on that . HEEHAHAHEHA . what a spoiler !!

It's time for the witch to go to bed , xxoo !!!

Not At This Hour .

2009-04-14T02:27:00.003+08:00

I wish to have infinite diarrhea now because i just ate a super big packet of fish cracker and almond nuts.

PUNCH ME !

Party Hard and GAIN WEIGHT.

2009-04-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

Alcohol is full of empty "calories" which are immediately converted to fats .
Alcohol has about seven calories per gram . These are considered "empty" calories
because alcohol contains no beneficial nutrients, such as vitamins and minerals .

Not only does alcohol add unneeded calories but it also inhibits your ability to burn fat.
Alcohol is metabolized in the liver and converted into a substance called acetate. When
we consume alcohol, our acetate levels rise and our bodies then burn acetate as fuel
instead of burning the fat we are trying to lose. So alcohol not only adds empty calories, but also hampers the normal fat-burning processes .

credit : google .

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OH

MY

GOODNESS

!

I am not going to say i will stop drinking . but I'll moderate ...

Hard To Obey .

2009-04-11T02:04:00.000+08:00

I am so giddy , i feel like vomitting . I feel like there's an ant stuck in my chest .
Must be the lack of sleep this whole week and excessive nicotine .
My immune system is darn screwed up this year , i never fail to fall sick once or twice in a month .

Left work early today cause it was fucked up .
Met the cousins as usual like any other Saturday . Headed to town , had dinner at Suki Sushi , met Sugar after her work and late night shopping .

-BURPS-

Very precious chili oil ! {inside story}

Regina looks like some character in maple story . (wait , i dont play that faggot game) .

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I am getting a little bit too hardworking .
I might consider taking a day off tomorrow .

OKGOODNIGHTBYE.

Pity.Pity.Pity You .

2009-04-10T01:54:00.001+08:00

You always take a part of me & make it into "You" .

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What can i say about work ?
Nothing .

I am at home alone , the petty father went out of town this morning .
Less than 12 hours , the house is already in a mess .
Cooking pot w leftover soup left untouched in the basin since morning .
Working pants lying on the kitchen floor .
Socks are nowhere to be seen already .
T-shirt hanger resting beside the gas cooker .
Left shoe on the sofa , the right one in my room .
and toothpaste on my bed .
Master bed room , kitchen and my room's lights are on , television as well without watching it and too lazy to walk around and off the lights at this moment .

I think i need to pack and clear everything before i go to bed . Not think , is a must or i'll get HELL . dry cunt wet hole .

Tired Riot Tired Riot .

2009-04-09T21:53:00.010+08:00

A skunk , i mean a baby . touched my leg today !!!!
I totally feel like kicking it and stuff it asshole w fish food .

I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight . I am going to sleep early tonight .

Had 5 hours of sleep ! Crawled up of the bed for WORK.
I actually sacrificed my sleep for my job but i was late for a hour D:

My cousin and I .
town yesterday , caught the street fighter movie . Did nothing much .
Just walk around and around and around , shop for clothes , had dinner at pepper lunch and walk and shop and talk and laugh .

GROAWHAIRGROW.GROWFRINGEGROW.GROWHAIRGROW.GROWFRINGEGROW .

OHMYGOD , I RZ SO BORED .
KEEL ME ANYONE ?? KEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEE.

OKBYE.

BDSM.

2009-04-07T13:34:00.005+08:00

BDSM is a complex acronym derived from the terms bondage and discipline or dominance and submission, sadism and masochism .
An important distinction is that BDSM is not a form of sexual abuse — although some BDSM activities may appear to be violent or coercive, such activities are conducted with the consent of all partners involved.
Typically, participants who are active – applying the activity or exercising control over others – are known as tops or Dominants. Those participants who are recipients of the activities, or who are controlled by their partners, are typically known as bottoms or submissives. Individuals who move between top/dominant roles and bottom/submissive roles – either periodically within a relationship, or from relationship to relationship – are known as S/switches.

Credits : Wikipedia .

Elbow bondage !! HAHAHAHAHAHA !

FOOT FUN !!!

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SO FUNNY !!!! I couldn't find any piss fun and handcuffed video though . What a waste if not i would have probably laugh my whole afternoon away watching the videos . of course this is not the extreme . I think human are darn fucked up and interesting to be able to think and come out w and invent so many things like this kinda shit . It's the brain man .

鱼天 Fishing Day !

2009-04-06T23:16:00.010+08:00

I am exhausted . My brain ain't functioning very well and i have a runny nose .
Went to Sembawang Park this morning to see my bestf bryan fish !!
Felicia came in the afternoon .

Had dinner at Bakerzin and got my eyebrow thread ! I feel like threading my eyebrow tomorrow again because it's so fun ! but then if i do so , i guess i'll be brow-less .

I love dead thing , they're so adorable .

I love black thing as well .

PRAWN HAS EYES !

China phone's camera effect on the left . C0olllzzzz.

Sukri and I .

Felicia and I .

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My bestf has the ability to match random human faces w animals/fishes .

& i swear someone really resembles this fish .

HWEEEESHHH .

2009-04-05T22:42:00.004+08:00

Cadbury . kinder bueno white chocolate , gummy bears .
WHAT A SIN !!
Thanks to my work man .

Fish spa was disastrous . I made a huge scene over there , screaming and crying , grabbing the shop owner and Xiuling . Yes , i cried because it was too ticklish . Everyone crowd around and laugh at me , even the young girl .

Pay For The Price .

2009-04-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

I can't believe i actually work on the Saturday .
I can't believe i am not tipsy tonight .
I can't believe i am at home so early .

O'Look what work has done to me ? Bad..bad..

Just came back from Chomp chomp w the cousins .
Delicious food , oily place and smelly hair .

Work was fun today !! but my legs are getting weaker . bloody stand for 7 hours everyday , what do you think ? Went for a lil shopping trip during work , I got so bored and i started to play w the camera and asked xiuling to join in the fun and we started playing true/dare .

Loreal and Nivea promoter . Tsk !

I chose dare and ive to take pictures w 2 strangers and one of them must be Bangala .
and I got stalked by them for a moment '_'

She chose dare and this is what i did to her face .

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The cousins , Regina and Ck .

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On the phone w Daniel now listening to NATIONAL DAY PARADE SONGS. ok bye !

I AM VERY THIRSTY.

2009-04-03T23:49:00.006+08:00

Hello , This is Jocelyn , reporting from the toilet .
I amMMm shIttinGgGgG NoOoOoWWwwwwww.

*okay , i shall go shower now , update later*

-12:23am-

BAH. my tummy's going to explode . I had a super heavy dinner w Felicia after work , which is not a very nice thing .
A freaking huge plate of fried rice which is enough for 2 to eat , indian rojak , chili sotong and bah ku teh .

Working for 2 days feel like working for 2 years .
I...feel...lke...taking...leave...tomorrow....
You don't know how much my legs suffered !!

NO NO BAD IDEA.

Going to sleep soon . URGHHH !!!!

OKBYECHINA.

AHAHAHA.

2009-04-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

I survived through the 1st day of my work . 2 more days to go and i'll break my record !!!

HIP HIP HOORAY FOR MYSELF.

I Beg to the King of SLEEP.

2009-04-01T12:37:00.006+08:00

Ohjesuschristgodmotherfathergrandfathergrandmotherauntyuncle .

I NEEEED TO SLEEP BADLY .

i'll wake up in the evening like any other days if i were to sleep .
and if i were to wake up in the evening , i'll sleep in the morning .
and if i were to sleep in the morning , i cant motherfucking wake up for work on time .
and if i were to skip work , i'll have no money to buy my list of desires and i'll continue to be a completely useless mofo who only knows how to sleep and eat and party and shop , be it online or reality .
and if i can't fulfil what i want to buy , i'll smack yo'mama's breast till it drops right on the floor .

i shall flood myself by watching movies/series/games/whatevericanthinkofdoingtomakemyselfawake till the sky turns dark and the moon comes out.

p/s : i might give up and surrender to my bed.

OH! HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!! blulululu ~
why nobody fools me ? ):

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i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing . i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing .
i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing . i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing .
i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing . i am falling asleep , my eyes are closing .

{drops on the floor}

Unlucky 30.

2009-03-30T22:42:00.008+08:00

Today is so not my day . Only had 2 hours of sleep , i was awake from 2am all the way till NOW . Reached Somerset at 10am for product training , it went on smoothly and everything ends 3 hours later .

Met Felicia at CityHall for lunch . Freaking waitress , gave us the wrong food . Worst still , she doesnt want to change for us . what an old slut ! Headed to cine after lunch , caught <<the unborn>> . Drank the worst papaya milk juice in my life , encountered a rude banker on the phone . I swear if i know how he looks like , i will smash duck's shit on his face .
Didn't manage to get the bag from Forever21 . Went back home after having dinner w Daniel and Felicia . Got followed by a sickening guy , he perspired like a dog and was carrying a suitcase . He constantly stuff his hand into his pants' pocket to grab hold of his useless dick . Thank god my aunt came to my rescue . If not i could have been rape ! Thank goodness he never touch me , or i would have take the scissor that my aunt asked me to buy from my paper bag and stab him or i'll just grab my bloody pad and slap his face . URGH !

& how can i forget to mention , ive got terrible bad hair day today . Everytime i look in the mirror i got pissed . I always made the wrong decision in my life and here's JUST another one .

DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG
DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG
DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG

Because ive got issues w my hair earlier on . I chopped off my fringe after i got back home , now i miss my o'fringe becase i iz rooook so urgerweee naww !!!
(i shouldn't have choose this day to cut my hair)

-cries-

Even If You Cannot .

2009-03-30T03:54:00.013+08:00

The day started off w me meeting Daniel and Felicia for indian food at Yishun in the evening along w my red pean paste bun .
We came across this supermarket and got attracted by the fresh strawberries selling at $2 per box after our dinner .
The initial plan was to buy some chocolate and make fondue and mix w the strawberries then plan changes to making chocolate truffle .
As we walk to the counter , about to make payment , the barcadi at the rack caught our attention .
The innocent chocolate making plan was then abandon for barcadi and redbull .

We laughed on my way home , passing by the columbarium surrounded w mild smell of frangipani .

Daniel : I smell frangipani .
Me : Youre not suppose to say out .
Daniel , Felicia & I : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!

The drinking starts right after we got back home and we empty the bottle half and hour later. We didn't had enough . So we went downstair to get another bottle , Johnny Walker this time round and it started to make all of us tipsy .
I slipped and fell because i trip over my own cup and there's a bruise on my leg now .
Felicia knocks out after a bottoms up and Ive to admit the alcohol is strong .
Daniel was a really happy boy , jumping all over the place .
So sad , the night has to end early due to Fel's curfew !@#$#@!

I fell asleep 1hour later and now i am awake , just finished dyeing my hair .
Ive to got up @ 8am if i am gg to bed because ive training at Somerset later on .

it's almost 5 now and...

I AM HUNGRY !!!!

I Crave ...

2009-03-29T16:00:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO EAT THIS BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!

How Long ?

2009-03-29T04:53:00.009+08:00

Up in this lonely night , after having a hot shower .
suffering terrible anguish in silence , thinking of what i shouldnt be thinking .
My heart crumbles like a rotten cookie . So lost , so helpless . and i wonder why is the alcohol ain't helping me to get this shit off temporary .
If only i can sleep my pain and worries away .

I need and wants to be cure .

such a terrible nightmare..it never goes away .

Save Me.

Not To.

2009-03-27T04:46:00.001+08:00

I am NOT GOING TO SLEEP till i complete the whole episode of <<True Blood>> .
im at ep8 , 4 more to go .

Confession Of A Shopaholic is a good movie , i love it so much .

I want to eat , i want to eat ! I dont want to eat , i dont want to eat .
fish burger .
and...
I am sleepy :(

WONDERFUL !

2009-03-26T02:28:00.005+08:00

I fucking believe getting karma in relationship .
Like you played him/her , you win the game and the next moment , who cares if it's the same person you fucked it up w or your new love . You'll find yourself in shit , the exact same shit of what you did previously . No matter how hard you tried to make it perfect , work things out and be a better person rather than continue being a jerk , you'll still get it .

Don't you agree ?

***

I am feeling good !!

Devil May Care.

2009-03-25T06:43:00.000+08:00

I just realised I am so carefree !!

My little girl turns prettier . I took it while she's asleep . Look at the color , so much nicer compared to the first day i bought her . No ? Those who disagree shall die !

Oh , I am heading to bed now .
Good morning .

Misses.

2009-03-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hotel For Dogs is awesome . I swear .
How can i not miss my lil cutie pie after seeing so many adorable fuckers in the movie .

Tip Top , Drip Drop .

2009-03-23T08:47:00.000+08:00

My throat is bothering me (alot!) . The chicken curry , 3 egg tarts and Spicy nacho i had today really helps alot .

HELP.

Rise Up.

2009-03-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the best party ever in 2009 ! It's Merry's birthday party .
I am having sore throat now ! :(
Met up w Joshua in town w Celeste , headed down to V.o .
Then..then..then.. Cel and I headed down to Zirca w Annie ! Met Merry and her bunch of girlfs .
SO FUN SO FUN SO FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At the same time , i can't wait for next saturday alrdy !!!!!!!

The whole group outside Rebel.

Zirca !!

Celeste and Natasha !!!

Celeste !! the bday girl Merry and annoying Deeg .

Annie is sooooooooooooooooooooo hot !!!

More pictures on facebook , i gonna go get ready and head out for indian rojak now . FWEEEHOOO.

2009-03-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

This morning , I dreamt that I am a super hero w super power and i save the world together w my super hot caucasian super hero boyf . Must be too much of race to witch mountain because I think that Alexander Ludwig is quite hot (blushes) . Then after that , my super hot caucasian boyf slowly fade away and I landed myself on some random rooftop and i lost my power . I entered a room through a small window and found my dad inside -.- He got possesd by a demon and started using needle to poke himself . The old folks in the house asked me to make a trip to popular book store to get a get rid of demon for dummies book . Maybe too much of child's play . I passed by a swimming pool on my way there and the place is filled w zombies from the House Of The Dead 3 . I don't really give 2 shits because i know they can be easily killed w gun . One zombie that look like frakenstein spotted me and chase after me . At the moment when he nearly catch me , i forced myself to wake up from the dream because i realised i don't have a gun with me and my heart beats as fast as a running cheetah .

For Papa & Mama .

2009-03-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

Because i am afraid people i love leaves me forever one day .
Because i am afraid of death .
Because i don't know how to express my feelings .
Because of not knowing how to express my feelings , people i really love tend to misunderstand me/leave me .
Because i am afraid of making people i care upset .
Because i give up easily and take things for granted .
Because ive got no idea how to tell them how much i love them and how fucking important are they to me .
Because it has a deep meaning ...

Diamond is known as the hardest natural mineral . To me , it symbolises strength .
Parents' signature : something to symbolise them .

I want them to be w me till the day i die , be a part of me .
To give me strength and to remind me not to give up things easily , not forgetting what they had done for me , to repay them and love them . Even though I always have issues w my Dad , how unreasonable and bad he can be at times . Deep down , I know he loves me .

Ive got no idea what will they think . To be upset , angry or happy ? It's alright for them to be mad at me , i just don't know how to face it .
but one thing for sure , there's nothing to regret about getting this done .
I hope i'll be able to convince them one day , someday...

2009-03-18T18:01:00.000+08:00

yawns yawns yawns . I was having prata w daniel , felicia and jingwen this morning at 4 am .
Ive got nothing to do back then , so i decided to disturb my lil cousin in the army by sending him a text .

Me : Wake up .

**No Reply**

I got back home at 5am and he texted me , i fell asleep while waiting for him to reply . 9am , he replied . I read through it and went back to sleep . Half and hour later , I received a text from him again saying ...

"Wake up"

Me : AHH ! fuck . oh nose :(

"Retribution" is the only word that whirls in my mind at that point of time .

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Now , i is sleepy (extremely) as usual .

I Miss ... The Best Of ...

2009-03-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

Not to mention , Jennifer Tilly is awfully hot .

Is Spinning.

2009-03-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

***

AWESOME !

Usually The Queen .

2009-03-14T07:36:00.000+08:00

I feel so empty all of a sudden .

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[Updated]

What a quiet night .
The television is on , the fan is spinning , my fish is swimming , my heart is beating and i am breathing .
Finally , finally ! I have gotten myself a job .

& the day was well spent w my mother over her place .

I always feel that my surrounding is very dark because of my skin color .

I am into collecting johnson n johnson's baby lotion lately & ive 4 bottles so far . HEEH.

It's Sukri and the ugly last week. DARN ! i can actually turn so dark in such a short period of time .

I am so so so so so sleepy . I shall end this post w a picture of my bestf Buddha and I .

& now i hope i won't get bad karma :B

Pet .

2009-03-12T08:32:00.000+08:00

Unlovely - The friendship fighting fish .

Indian rojak w the bananaz was awesome followed by a game of bowling.
Ive got only 30cents in my wallet , a new color for my hair and a pet fish . It's so ugly till i have to name it Unlovely but no worries , it's a life even though it's cheap and ugly :B I will take good care of it and furthermore it carries a significant reason . HEEEHAAAHEEE!! My cousin is going to serve the nation tomorrow . Met him up for lunch at Marina Sq yesterday.

& the cousins crashed my place in the middle of the night .

I have to wake up at 8am tomorrow , so , nightey folks and unlovely.

Skipeeedidooo ~~

2009-03-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

Good Afternoon Aladdin . I just came back from swimming followed by a heavy lunch @ Bakerzin w my cousin .
cream sauce pasta , pumkin soup and oreo cheese cake .

therefore ,
I.AM.NOT.GOING.TO.EAT.FOR.THE.REST.OF.THE.DAY.

i mean it ! i mean it !
NO YOU DONT !
YES I AM !!!

My hair is in a different million shades of tone and i am growing darker day by day . My concealer doesn't match my current skin tone . I am not surprise if i turn into charcoal someday :DD
Went to Shatec on the 6th to attend a party organised by my former class . It was great to see my ex-classmates and to recevie plenty of pleasant regards from them . Made my day . me is like !

Caught My Bloody Valentine yesterday . It wasn't that gory like what others said , it looks fake though , it's only the sound man , the sound ! I could have watch the whole movie w/o covering my ears . Most of the time , i am scared by the sound more than what is shown on the screen . Like it makes you nervous , crank up and all . While on the other side of the seats , Cel was screaming her ass off. I cant wait for Friday the 13th to be released . It's produced by the director of Texas Chainsaw . I reckon it'll be good !

Did i mention ? The weather is being a bitch lately . It can be so cold and so hot the next moment .
BAH !

I am going to a place called "Dreamland" .

Till then ,
xoxo .

WHY AH.

2009-03-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

I is smell of chlorine because i went swimming this morning .

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JocelynT, says:
im gg swimming again tml

TheImmortalCrazyViolentGoldenThroat. Fucked For Life Modified Crew,The Golden Throat Monkey' says:
omg

JocelynT, says:
LOL

TheImmortalCrazyViolentGoldenThroat. Fucked For Life Modified Crew,The Golden Throat Monkey' says:
r u serious

JocelynT, says:
YES! nvr been so serious in my life

TheImmortalCrazyViolentGoldenThroat. Fucked For Life Modified Crew,The Golden Throat Monkey' says:
i wish u all the best in keeping fit my dear

**

'_'

So Important.

2009-03-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

Credit : Daniel Tan.

TUES , WED , THURS.

2009-03-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

*disappointment !

This Disaster .

2009-03-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

NOT !!
when i sleep at 6am this morning , having so so so so much of fun over my bestf's whom i haven't met him for almost a month , feeling tipsy , having cramp on my tummy , can even smell alcohol when i shit (woah) .

woke up by the renovation upstair .

fuck all the drilling and knocking !!
& when i am so much awake , in the situation of feeling tired but can't get to sleep anymore , the renovation cease .

I AREZ GOING TO TOWN LATER .
Picturesinthenight.yawns.

p/s : Donut factory still makes good donuts.

2009-03-04T09:27:00.000+08:00

SMART IS WHEN YOU MISTOOK A BODYWASH AS A BODY LOTION AND APPLY IT IN A PUBLIC AREA CAUSING VISIBLE WHITE FOAM ON YOUR CALF.

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.
.

who ? who ? yours truly .

Me , New Lullaby .

2009-03-03T03:01:00.001+08:00

I can't get to sleep every now and then w/o listening to this 2 tracks .
Great combination .

Emilie Autumn is awesome ! Yummy .

Planet Rocks , Panties Drop .

2009-03-01T09:23:00.001+08:00

I ARE BACK , I ARE BACK .
From the planet of art and art and art .
You don't know how much i suffered for this whole week . I even vomit last night . It stinks of white wine , spaghetti and cheese prata . Okay , too much information .

BUT !

Everything is over now . I feel so much relieved . It's like getting rid a female baby's head from my anus .

BUT AGAIN ,

I kinda miss the time burying my head under the tons of works .

Just came back from dinner w Tiven , Khail , Joshua and 4 other people .
I am so freaking full , we ordered hotplate beancurd , fried cuttlefish , sweet and sour fish , black pepper prawn , sambal kang kong , deer meat , dried chilli chicken and the mayo doughstick .
HEEHEE , are you hungry now ?
{wiggles eyebrow}
and cunt , i stepped on a patch of wet and muddy grass w my fucking bare foot . i fucking felt the texture of it just because i .. i.. teased a young girl . See , instant karma , always know .

Caught slumdog millionaire yesterday night w Daniel . Awesome movie ! Me like alot alot .
{inserts heart and kisses for Slumdog Millionaire} .

Last saturday ! i met sab after my class .

Last sunday !! i met my pri sch mates and tcher after my class ! i look freaking tired , i was really tired , fell asleep in the cab . Awesome gathering like after 5-6 years ?

Monday monday , met joey after me class to a sexshop for interview HAHA . okay wasted , they never call us .

woah her face is ultimate (!!)

Wednesday is my baby cousin's birthday . Met the cousins at habour front and made our way to Sentosa in the evening .

eh eh ? we are no stingy people okay , the bday girl wanted that small cakey .

Pervert .

i told you she's pervert !

year 2009 fuck face award goes to her .

another one .

i don't wish to comment anymore .

Okay , ive decided to share our loving moment w you guys .

I bet this is the best present she ever received in her 17 years of life .
Actually i think this is more like me begging her for food / asking god for forgiveness '_'

WOAH ! touch my backside :o !!

GOOTYYYYBYE .

2009-02-22T07:10:00.000+08:00

Dad : Come baby , let daddy take a picture of you . SMILE !!

You know i love you dad :)

& I'm Running Out Of Things .

2009-02-21T02:54:00.001+08:00

I is veli veli dey bored ! Supposed to club in the night but it is cancelled :( Supposed to go fweeshing , but it is cancelled as well :( Came back from Thomson Road afew hours ago . Was out these few days , went to many weird places in Singapore for job interview , places that ive never heard of in my 18 years of life .

I need a job , i need a job , i need a job !!!
Anybody anyone can introduce job for yours truly ?

FeeeFahhFooooFahhh , ive workshop to attend in lasalle from 21st - 25th , which is tomorrow !
Kill me man , Sat and Sunday ? Oh nose !

Caught Valkyrie on Monday w the cousins . Headed to Tampines ikea . Fell in love with a wall lamp and cause a big hole in my pocket because i bought 2 back home and theyre now lying on the floor because i have got no idea how to screw a darn nail or whatever you should do to it to the wall . I tried using masking tape though . Also ! i bought a killer green apple candle as well . I thought i could light the candle and make my room smells nice (not that my room is smelly lah!) . It does make my room smells nice but im down w a serious flu because the smell is too strong , even till now . I am sneezing my nose off . How smart :)

# Random #
An ant stuck on my concealer .

Youre so pweetaye ~

& now you belong to me , lying on the floor D:

Regina Tan.

**

HAHAHAH -laughs at khail-

Hardcore fisherman .

along with their high end fishing rod .

-shakes head-

Bunch of losers .

Shiny Shimmering~~

2009-02-20T08:43:00.001+08:00

Bryson showed me this video . WATCH THIS !!!!! I am pretty amazed .

2009-02-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hi , it's five in the morning . I just woke up , by a zombie . I dreamt of a zombie
looking at me from an abandon house's window , straight into my eyes . Although it happens very fast , i can still remember his face even after i went back to sleep . The image of his face came floating in my mind . An angry zombie , limping towards me , wanting to rip me apart desperately but something is preventing him from killing me . Rotten filled with maggots , dried up , naked has got no eyeballs & this thing on the face that leaves a image in my mind , even till now but it's so hard to describe .

No ! Why am i typing this ? Now i feel like eating beancurd .
Irrelevant , i know .

Bye .

The (Friend)lentine's Day.

2009-02-16T08:27:00.001+08:00

You know you can never place FRESH flowers and Jocelyn together .

Valentine's Day . Not so "valentine-ish" this year but it was well spent . Headed to club on Friday night w Celeste . Went to orchard in the afternoon to meet * and met up w Felicia and Daniel for awhile .

Headed back home and went to town (again) with Khail and Celeste . Caught The Pink Panther 2 and i swear the movie is super hilarous . We sat at some corner at Taka after the movie and walked to Forum for supper at Mcdonald . Caramel n crumbs made my day at 2am . Got back home at 4am and this is how my day ends...

Fish & Co having lunch .

About the interview , pray that i can get in man . Sigh !

Sweep The Dust!

2009-02-13T06:11:00.001+08:00

I am very addicted to this bounce bounce balls .

they've already become part of my daily essential need. yummy , yummy ~~

Just came back from town w the cousins , met the twins earlier on at dhoby ghoat .
Bumped into little Rachael , she's so adorable w the smile on her face.
and oh nose , I.AM.SO.SO.BROKE : (

cheh cheh , act camera shy only.

myohsoannoyingcreamysugar.

Went to Sembawang Park w my bestf yesterday . Crawled up of the bed at 7am okayyyyy ??
I am currently quite black no , tan .

My bestf's fweeshing rod :O .

when i am not so tan .

HELLOOOOO BESTFFFFFRIENDDD.

im not in a right condition to do a very proper update , im feeling pretty nervous . gonna go shower and touch up my portfolio .

INTERVIEW TOMORROW , INTERVIEW TOMORROW , INTERVIEW TOMORROW .

{walks around in circle}

Poison .

2009-02-12T09:55:00.001+08:00

To hear that tears me up inside .
And to see you cuts me like a knife .

Him and him .
Had enough .

Are You Aware ?

2009-02-11T07:29:00.000+08:00

My friend sent me a text this afternoon asking me how am i and what am i doing lately .
I replied him w 6 simple words w/o any hesistation .

Eating , Sleeping , Online , Partying and Getting wasted .

and after i hit the button "SEND" . I realised all these while , i did nothing productive . Nothing major or any big achievement for me worth remembering or make a mark in my life ever since i quitted school . Excluding the portfolio that im busy w lately because that is something i MUST do , there's nothing at all .
I don't want to waste my life this way even though many tell me that "THAT'S LIFE." But wait till you lead the life im leading right now , you'll feel that youre a completely useless person that only knows how to have fun and tomorrow is just another day w nothing to look forward to . I really hope to become a better person but not someone that people always look down on , who abuses herself and not someone who always makes her mother worried .

I hope i can get into art school , looking at my portfolio now which is almost done , only left with write ups . I feel so shitty , i feel that my artworks are rubbish and they won't really give 2 fuck about my portfolio . I feel so dishearten and useless (always) .

Superstar Sunday .

2009-02-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

A bird just flew into my house . Retarded , deserve to be shot to death .
Woke up @ 3pm this afternoon . Went to Zirca last night and it was..

FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGG AWESOMEEEEeeEeeEeeE !!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good music , good crowd and fucking hot people , of course , w the presence of my love ones !!
Got carried up to the podium and got my knee and eyebrow piercing hit and bleed .

My bestfriend Tiven Feroz and Kid .

Joshua Daniel !!

Khailova and his eye patch !

HOT HOT !

HOT !

HOTTTTTTTTT !!!

HOT !@#@$!

MOET MOET !

As usual , for more pictures .

go to !!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=89917&l=5ea35&id=662469987

Ive got to rush for portfolio later on , been slacking for 3 days . Very bad !
Byebye !

Bluffing With My Muffin .

2009-02-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Solid i tell you , it's 7:51am now . Just completed one of my portfolio 20 minutes ago .

Went out w Sabrina yesterday . Walked around suntec , bugis , haji lane , bras basah and beach road . hardcore ah . heeh , what to do , girls girls girls .

yes baby , say hello to my mini new bestf . it is starting to scab.... after a week , slow i know , i dont know why also :( never happens to me before , maybe i should go wiki about it . I swear i'll take good care of my next tattoo . ArgHhHHzxz.

& bloody old man in beach road , pissed the shit out of me .
i saw a freaking nice bag in his shop , but its in beige , i asked politely if there's any black in color one avaliable .

BUT... NO !!

Me : uncle , is there any black one ?
bloody old fuck : $28 .
Me : got black one ?
bloody old fuck : $28 .
Me : no , got black one anot ? ( getting annoyed )
bloody old fuck : $28 .
Me : (fucking annoyed) no no , got black anot ? BLACK !!
bloody old fuck : $28 .
Me : BLACK COLOR ! THIS BAG GOT COME IN BLACK ANOT ?
bloody old fuck : oh , dont have , black one other design .
Me : - walks away -
Sabrina : iyo , he old already canot hear lah .
Me : I DON'T CARE ! THAT'S THE REASON WHY I HATE OLD PEOPLE !!

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all these craps accompanied me throughout the whole night , sadly , most of them are in the rubbish bin now .
why got egg shells ?? hahah don't tell youuuu .

shit , fucking childish ...

5 more sets to go...

im going to go and grow my onw therapist , sabrina got the gift for me from overseas LOL ! and go to bed after that .

bye suckerassz , me love chu .