Happy 18th Birthday Anthea !!



Just came back from Anthea's . Had a mini messy birthday celebration w Felicia and Daniel along w our home made cheese cake . It was a surprise .

The electricity died on me while i was showering earlier on . The whole house was extremely dark and stuffy . I was feeling so uncomfortable . I had this feeling that there's someone staring at me from the darkest corner of my room . I pictured a little girl w long messy hair , big eyes and torn dress in blue w stitches on her mouth , blood dripping on the floor like a tickling clock .

Ive gone missing for a few days and i dont even know where to start .
I can hear my tummy making noise , like a remix that i heard in club . So used of having supper for these 2 nights (w the toy soldier whom i miss terribly now) till i need to STOP. FAT.FAT.FAT !!

Falling asleep...falling asleep...

& i say good night .