Are You Aware ?
My friend sent me a text this afternoon asking me how am i and what am i doing lately .
I replied him w 6 simple words w/o any hesistation .
Eating , Sleeping , Online , Partying and Getting wasted .
and after i hit the button "SEND" . I realised all these while , i did nothing productive . Nothing major or any big achievement for me worth remembering or make a mark in my life ever since i quitted school . Excluding the portfolio that im busy w lately because that is something i MUST do , there's nothing at all .
I don't want to waste my life this way even though many tell me that "THAT'S LIFE." But wait till you lead the life im leading right now , you'll feel that youre a completely useless person that only knows how to have fun and tomorrow is just another day w nothing to look forward to . I really hope to become a better person but not someone that people always look down on , who abuses herself and not someone who always makes her mother worried .
I hope i can get into art school , looking at my portfolio now which is almost done , only left with write ups . I feel so shitty , i feel that my artworks are rubbish and they won't really give 2 fuck about my portfolio . I feel so dishearten and useless (always) .
Labels: into the darkness.
posted by jocelyntan at
7:29 AM
10 Comments:
Don't be disheartened and u always can change ur life the way u want to. So yea once u are i Laselle im sure things will go well for you :) Study hard aigght.
You never know whats coming. Stay positive Joycelyn.
P.S: Sorry for asking u loads of qn
no worries , you dont have to apologise and thank you .
p/s: it's Jocelyn btw :) .
Aare u sure abt what u said honey ? i dont think so at all . so what if ure not schooling now ? are u like other ppl out there ? low class ah-lians for example ?
sitting outside funland and all ? not at all. at least u have a good heart and character which will bring you to where you want to be in the future :) at least u can do your portfolio by yourself ? cant u see the confidence u have in yourself ?
the love and passion for art is in you. and you can definately do well :) no matter
what happens,good or bad,i will be here for you always :)
awww bestfriend , thank you so much !!! thank you for the encouragement and giving me strength and confidence . ily always , cant wait to see you later and give you a big hug .
YOU CAN DO ITTT!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! as long as you realize what you "think" is wrong that you've been doing, it's okay right? cause at least you realize.
AND, you are not useless. if you can churn out a portfolio you're definitely not useless.
YOU CAN DO ITTT!!! ok 4AM very tired now going to sleep <33 (wah this comment is so not going to make any sense :D)
it makes sense at first , but not after the portfolio part....
HAHAHA BUT ANY XIEXIE NI AND PLEASE , NI MEN MEET ME SOON !! I HAVENT PASS YOU THE PURPLE DYE OK <3 !AND OHMYGOD YOU SLEEP SO LATE YSTD ! *DA SI NI!!* INTERVIEW ON THIS FRI (FAINTS) .
Hi
though i dun really know u....but this is my pt of view... If u say u all this while u been Eating , Sleeping , Online , Partying and Getting wasted . Though its truth but i dun think u are a useless person cuz at least u still got make a decision to think of your future if not y u plan to go to lasella rite? Burning mid-nite oil doing ur port-folio rite?
Dun be disheartened believe in ur self that u do a very good port folio. Even though u have submitted ur port folio juz have faith in it cuz u work hard on it.
Ok enuff of mine LO SO ..
Hope u get in to lasella.
Take Care
:O youre so funny ! my portfolio is still w me anw and thank youfor your comment , take care as well .
sorry for the mistake.. ok ok its Jocelyn. my mind was blank after 12am haha.. Good luck this Friday! tkcarex and see u around :D
P.S: Havefaithyo!
hey butt ! you can draw well ok !! and you are really fast ! have more confidence in yourself&always believe you can do it ! (: love you many many <3
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