Just Smile And Fake It .

just so you know ...
i woke up this afternoon and i flipped to the left side of my bed to use my laptop .
i check my mails and reply my friends on msn . i click my pictures folder on the taskbar and i saw pictures of me and you .
my heart turned sour and it feels as though it weighs a ton . i did not dare to take a second look at your face .
and for the whole day , ive been thinking about us . those memories we used to share , promises we made , those fights we had and argument we made . from the first day we got together till now how things turned out this way . somehow , it makes my heart ache a lil , makes me smile a lil and mi..ss...you a lil .
i know i shouldn't be concerned and it's all over , youre probably in love with some girl who shares the same interest as you but in the back of my mind , i cant help but question .

no no no... here i go again..i am moving on...

he hates me now .

and i'll be fine , i'll be fine tomorrow .

why does this happen to me ? every moment is so hard .
this is part of the process that i'll go through while healing right ?