Superstar Sunday .

A bird just flew into my house . Retarded , deserve to be shot to death .
Woke up @ 3pm this afternoon . Went to Zirca last night and it was..

FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGG AWESOMEEEEeeEeeEeeE !!!!



!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good music , good crowd and fucking hot people , of course , w the presence of my love ones !!
Got carried up to the podium and got my knee and eyebrow piercing hit and bleed .


My bestfriend Tiven Feroz and Kid .


Joshua Daniel !!


Khailova and his eye patch !


HOT HOT !


HOT !



HOTTTTTTTTT !!!


HOT !@#@$!




MOET MOET !













As usual , for more pictures .

go to !!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=89917&l=5ea35&id=662469987

Ive got to rush for portfolio later on , been slacking for 3 days . Very bad !
Byebye !

Happy 19th Birthday Bryan Tiven Feroz .

Hello Bryan Tiven Feroz , once again . Happy 19th Birthday to you !! Ive already celebrate 2 years of your birthday with you and i hope i'll be able to celebrate every single year of your birthday till the day i leave this world .
I want to thank you for being there for me always ! I want to thank you for cheering me up whenever im feeling down . I want to thank you for taking good care of me . I want to thank you for trusting me so much and lastly , I want to thank you for loving me .

I am glad to see that you enjoyed today and for now , i wish you all the best for your oncoming interview and remember , i'll be there for you . These 5 words i swear is true . <3 !

xoxo !

& Eswaran , youre not forgotten , time passes so fast and you have alrdy left this world and me for a year .
I know youre happier up there but do drop by and say hi to me in my dream because i miss you .

Kiss and then the Kill .

Hello porkholes ! haven't been blogging a proper post these few days and since ive got nothing to do at this moment ... i am here to irritate my wordpress .

{rubs tummy}

I was out these few days , to town especially !
i didn't dare to lay my eyes on any clothes , i don't wanna burn a big hole in my pocket . and did i mention ? mommy is an angel ! she's paying everything for me ! <3 !!!

I met 2 weird people in town today .
[1] A mentally unstable boy [2] An extreme rocker .

This mentally unstable boy was smiling at Celeste and me when we were on the escalator and i bursted out into laughter , i think i caught hes attention , he came beside me and smiled at me and i laughed right at his face because hes face is too retarded and the next moment , i saw Celeste standing far behind from me running all the way up to the escalator .

walked to Fareast and had my lunch there . decided to catch a movie because we've got nothing to do .
walked to cine and there there , this rocker w his face painted and a cross on his forehead went around shouting and he approached me .

I must say this 2 people made my day , i love weird people ! i want to meet more !!

anw yes , go and catch <<Changeling>> ! The movie is darn good man and it's a true story . It somehow touches my heart and i love the guy who kills those children in the movie .

Daniel tan came and we had dinner at Pastamania . oh..oh.. ive gossip girl to watch and my hair is pink now .

Saturday @ Rebel .


my besty for life !


This 2 bottles create hell lots of drama on that day man .







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Today in town ~~~





and nothing beats seeing my babygirl <3 !



WOAH I AM DARN BORED AND IM AWAKE ! THIS IS PISSING ME OFF ARGH BYE !!

That's Life.

woke up @ 3pm this afternoon & i totally felt refreshed . its been long since i last had a good long sleep . last few days were like living in hell , seriously . it's probably the darkest point of my life . i did silly things that i know i shouldnt do & im glad i have step out of it . not fully but at least it's a good start . ive been through alot this year , lost a few & gain a few . got stabbed , being made used and got hurt badly . ive learn how to make decision wisely , treasure those who loves me & learn to accept things in a hard way . just because i never plan for my future properly , i quitted school on impulse for my dream & came to realise , i am not ready to lead that new life but thank god , i found my way and i know what to do in the next following year & of course , i have to be stern to the decision i made .  i thought by giving in and to do whatever you can for a friend is a form of showing how much you treasure this friendship and your love for them but it seems like people tends to take things for granted . i thought by forgiving a person and giving them a chance , things could really start afresh but yes , things still remain the same . everything backfired on me & i got fooled and hurt badly , so much for being soft hearted and forgiving .

i know i am not perfect and everyone makes mistake ,  that's why i am willing to forgive and forget no matter how bad you treated me in the past. you can make a complete fool out of me , you can say whatever you want to others , you can bring me down for all you want . i can tolerate your nonsense as long as i can but please know your limit . just because i remain in silence and never do anything back to you dosent mean im afraid of you . it's because i still regard you as my friend and i dont want to make things ugly . afterall , i dont think i am a very nice person to mess with .

i realised that this world is so scary & cruel , this real world . as i grow older , i encounter all different sets of problem . my love one can turn their back on me overnight and leave just like this over something in their life . some stab me just to get what they want . this is how ungrateful people can be despite of all the things you had done for them & i wonder how many more will there be to come . but on the other hand , i dont hate them , i seriously dont . in fact i should thank them cause this is where i learn and open up my eyes to see people clearly & it's not easy for one to get together with the other one out of so many to share your laughter , pain and tear . afterall , these people were there for you once and left you with good memories .

i am not a person who is good in expressing myself and often got mistaken for being heartless & cold & not appreciate things for what they had done for me but deep down , i really appreciate alot for what others had done for me , be it friends / lover .

i can be the most childish bitch on earth & said fucking nasty words to you when i am angry but at the end of the day , i actually dont mean what i said .

& i want to say thank you to those who were there for me & let me know that i am not alone .
love you !